Dear Nan

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

I think a lot about H too, and from time to time I send him an email, just telling him I still think about him, how much he is missed and that sort of stuff.  I sent him a message again last week, a year to the day he died, I know he doesn't see it, but in some small way it makes me feel like I'm still connected to him, like he's not quite totally gone.

That got me to thinking about how I wish you'd have had an email account, or Facebook, or even a mobile phone.  I know how crazy that sounds, when you could just about use the TV remote control and wouldn't have a video recorder because you didn't think you'd be able to use it.  But if you had I'd be able to message you, and would feel like I was talking to you.  So I thought I'd start a blog to you instead, where I can write to you and tell you things I know you'd have loved to hear.

So here it is........Dear Nan!

I miss you so much, in fact I think I miss you more now than when you left, if that's possible.  I'd give anything for one more cuddle, another day, another chance to tell you how much I love you.  I'm saving it all up for the day I see you again, however many years that may be.

Love you gorgeous!